Not A Good Wife???

5 sharp in the evening....

Dan benda pertama yang ci fikir ialah, nak tapau kat mana bila balik nanti...usually, i think about ayit 1st sbb dia suka sup and nasik, or roti and kari...so end up selalunya ci n hubby akan singgah ke sup meletup or mamak utk tapaukan sumthing utk ayit dan kami juga.....

Backkkk in my mind ada sedikit fikiran dan perasaan utk masak...but, fhewww.... it was a rare occasion lah my dear....

Balik umah, ci letak tiya kat tilam dia, handle ayit yg sure nak makan biskut or sumthing to chew on....simpan ebm dlm peti sejukk....panaskan air....kemaskan dapur...baju anak2.....main dgn ayit...agah2 tiya...bf kan tiya...mandi...solat....makan....kemas dapur balik.....basuh smua bottles n fs accessories...bla bla bla smpai tidur at least kol 12 am.....

It is indeed normal kan bg kita yg dh jd ibu nih...ada ibu2 yg anak lebih dr 2org lagi la...dgn anak2 sekolah lagi....ci faham....

Bila ci tanya hubby 'abg, sorry ye ci jarang masak' hubby ci jawab 'okey' and right away i know that his okey tu meaningful...okey yg mcm 'okey tp kalo masak lg bagus'...hahahahaha...

i did tried masak in workdays...and the result was, ci letih, masa dgn anak2 dh mcm terpendek sbb sibuk masak bagai n nak kemas lagi...tau2 anak dh nak tido (ayit tido agak awal on schooldays).....so howwww??? maybe kna wat kaedah mcm blend smua (esp. bahan tumis) on weekends and bila nk masak smua dh ready tinggal cmpak dlm kuali aje kan..... ;p

The most relief part is my hubby sgt pengemas orgnya...dia akan vacuum umah almost everyday...dia lap meja, dia basuh pinggan, dia basuh n sidai baju...or sidai kalo ci dh basuh....cuma ci tak harap dia utk basuh fs gadget ci sbb brg2 tu mcm delicate ckit kan....kna dgn tgn besar dia, mau lunyai membrane tu...hehehehe.....kalo spectra, yes, mmg dia yg tlg basuhkan.....

Sumhow, rasa mcm nk tenaga lebih.....sumhow rasa mcm nak masa yg lebih....sumhow rasa mcm nk buat semua tp ci tahu result nya, ci yg akan tergolek....maybe i need a litle more time adapting the fact that anak ci dh dua.....

Maybe ci dh kena start routine baru...susun jadual so that time masak, time basuh baju, time main dgn anak are properly manage...and yes, time dgn suami.....i need moreee of those tooo...hehehe..... ;)

litle flash back......

Out of nowhere, ci dilantik menjadi emcee untuk sambut delegasi dr uum....Gulp...seram smpai tak tidur malam...end up student tu tanya ci 'akak, dh brapa thn pengalaman jadi emcee yeh?' hahahaha...laughh out louddd... ;p

Me and my princess...she is very easy going baby...nenen, tido...nenen, tido...poopooo pon tak selalu pon....hehehehe....and yes, dia dh meniarappp when she was 4 month... ;)

Hasil in the morning...i was worried sbb lepas tukar fs dr spectra3, hasil mcm kurang sbb suction fs kan lembut.....almost 1 month, hasil susu ci dh biasa...n if kurang pon, ci tak rasa sbb fs, maybe sbb salah ci sendiri...sumwhereee...hehehehe... ;p

AyitTiya.....they are in love with each other (in mean syg adik abg la..;p) ...kissing and talking to each other all the time...dua2 ckp bahasa lain tp mcm dua2 fahammm.....kelakar.... ;p

My princess is almost 5 month now....another one month for ur solid yeh baby... ;)

Deep down in my heart, i know i need to learn so many things to become a good wife..and yes, a good mother too...i am farrrr from perfect.....and to be a good wife/mother, i need to be a better me dulu kan...jaga diri, jaga iman, jaga aurat, jaga solat...etc.....lepas dh jaga smua, bru ci leh jaga org lain.....Insyaallah... ;)

Won't Let This Go....

As-salam...

Banyaknya yang ci dh terlepas...banyaknya yg nak ci tulis....banyaknya kenangan indah or sakit or suka duka yang ci biarkan berlalu tanpa ci semat dlm blog ni...fhew..... ;(

Ayit dah besar sekarang...dia dah 2 tahun 2 bulan....kerenah dia sgtttt banyak....sgt byk cakap walaupun beberapa patah aje yg ibu faham....

Tiya dah hampir 5 bulan....lagi sebulan utk mulai stage solid food.....dh pandai menjerit...dh jatuh cinta dgn abah.....dh mula proses teething.....dah makin cantik...huhuhu....

Ci ada rasa nk tutup blog ni...sebab dh lama tak update...dh kering idea nak menulis....but, membaca blog ibu-ibu, buat ci semangat semula nk berkongsi cerita...

i will be back with more story okey mommies..... ;)

Love is in the Air.....

Sapa cakap org kahwin dh tak bercinta...

Selain drpd buat yg ehem2 wajib tu, kita pun bercinta jugak mcm org lain bercinta...kkdg lagi dasyat....hahaha....

Okey la, to tell you the truth, ci masih lg tgh adapt hidup ci as a mother of two...rutin ci balik umah, amik anak2, tapau sumthing simple for dinner (pengsan kalo kna masak), setel anak2, basuh baju, sidai baju, mandi, solat, makan, lipat baju, sediakan baju utk esok, sediakan beg anak2 utk esok, bersihkan botol2 and pump, siapkan beg pump utk sesi pump seterusnya, susukan anak on and off, tidurkan anak-anak.....okey, agak2 la kan, bila masanya ci dgn hubby nak bejiwang bawang berdua-duaan? hehehehe....kkdg ci mandi pon kol 10 lebey, after smua setel...kkdg tertidur time nak sembang dgn hubby...mcm semalam, time nk tunggu hubby mandi, ci dh zzzzz....

Letih kottt..... ;p

So, 27 Dec lepas, ci pon wat deal dgn hubby utk sama2 ambil cuti...nak dating...mcm zaman kegemilangan dolu-dolu...hihihihi....

Pagi-pagi after hantar anak-anak ke nursery, ci duduk seat depan...eh dh lama tak dok depan sbb depan ni tempat ayit...kami breakfast kat kedai mamak Awwal Maju....dh mula la nk terimbau kenangan bersalin...sbb kedai tu la ci breakfast sebelum check in masuk wad. huhuhu....

Off to Wangsa Walk...dh bercadang lamaaa dah nak tengok wayang hantu Kak Limah...hubby ci kan peminat awieeee....

Hati kembang kuncup....kembang teruja nak tengok wayang and nak habiskan masa dgn hubby after lebih 2thn tak berdua-duaan camni....kuncup lak bila office dia tak benti call....neverrrrmind, janji ci leh dating.....

Punya la semangat sampai...semua kedai tak bukak lagi kecuali a few kedai yg hidangkan breakfast...kedai kayu ni pon dh mula selak2 plastik cover, leh la posing jap....jgn tnya kenapa pakai baju lusuh tu...sbb tatau nak pakai baju apa dah...dah lama tak shopping baju dating...dok shopping baju nyusu, baju anak, baju anak dan baju anak...sekian...hehehehehe....

Tetiba...tak sampai jam pertama...masing2 dh macam lost...bukan sengaja nk lostkan diri...cuma teringat anak-anak...rasa mcm nak balik amik anak...rasa mcm kenapa free sgt tgn ni, selalu aja je benda kna kendong la, tarik la, apa la....hubby pon cmtu....tp dia relax ckit...dia suh kami try harder....

So, untuk menghilangkan rasa lost tu, kami berdating kat tempat faveret kami dr dulu, books store....yippy...kalo dulu, kami leh duduk smpai 2/3 jam bersila baca buku, pehtu masing2 wat review buku yg dibaca...selalunya kami bersimpuh kat rak buku history, crime....ci kkdg tersesat kat rak chick lit.....or magazine..... ;p

Kali ni, tambah satu lagi rak, rak buku for kids.....rembat buku aktiviti Upin Ipin kat ayit and beli pa ma bulan Januari utk ibu.....the rest of the time hubby belek buku keta and kami baca buku sejarah agama...

Sampai time nak tgk wayang....g kaunter beli tiket.....beli popcorn and tgk wayang smpai kol 2 ptg....ci dh terasa lain macam...OMG....dh terlepas sesi pump...haiyooo.....dh serba tak kena dah rasa...berdenyut2.....sempat la gi makan dgn hubby kat nasi ayam hainan melawati....sewa dvd utk movie nite kami pehtu offf trus balik.....

Jadi la dating for almost 5 hours....pehtu back to normal life....hectic with anak-anak....heaven... ;p

Kami.... ;p

Anak ada takleh main game kan...nah main smpai lebammm... ;p

Yup, bila dah ada anak 2 org ni, kkdg mcm susah ckit nak find masa utk diri sendiri....seingat ci, ci dh lama tak mandi bersiram lama-lama dlm toilet...ye la kita org ppuan, mesti nak belek sana belek cni....gosok sana sini bg sempurna depan suami kan....i still find myself in a mess...hahahaha.....

Apa-apa pun, our love indeed growing stronger and stronger....ci doa kami akan kekal smpai bila-bila.....Amin.... ;)

After 2 Months.....

Salam semua.....

Dah lama rasanya ci tak menulis...Bukan sbb takde lappy kat umah...kt umah mmg kja ngadap lappy pon....on jer 24/7...tp ntah la...perasaan nak menulis tu mcm hilang kejap...tambahan tak sempat nk siapkan diri, nk siapkan baby...ci pantang half dgn mak kat umah ci...and half lagi urus diri sndiri pon kat umah sndiri....

Maybe tak smua setuju dgn ci bab pantang sndiri ni....ada yg tak kisah jauh dr hubby...w/pun umah mak jauh, sbb best pantang dgn mak, leh bermanja-manja dgn mak...yup, pantang lebih teratur...dan sempurna.....

Tapi bagi ci yang keja berkepit dgn hubby ni, susahnya nak merentas semenanjung nun jauh di utara dan tgl suami kat selatan terkial-kial sensorang (eh maybe dia okey...ci yg slalu bayang dia xleh hidup tanpa ci...padahal ci yg pastinya takleh hidup kalo takde dia kat sebelah...huhuhu)...

So end up, mak ci dtg all the way from Kedah, nak tunggu ci dalam pantang.....kasih sayang mak, what more can i say.....

one week...two weeks.....masuk minggu ketiga, mak ci pun balik Kedah...dan bermula lah episod pantang sndiri.....

1 minggu pertama, ci mmg helpless....sakit epi tu sukar di bendung....maybe ci salah duduk or ci yg rimas sbb sakit jahitan tu mmg peritttt sgt....dgn sembelit yg mmg ci dh jangka dan dh stand by ubat bagai....dan baby Athirah yang kdg2 okey...kdg melalak...yup, ci dh jangka kan smua tu...tapi still, ci tetap meratapi kesakitan ci....hey, ci bru melahirkan seorang bayi...ci berhak sakit....kan....?

Meratapi......satu lagi istilah yg sinonim dgn ci kalo dlm awal pantang...mesti tersampuk dgn baby blues.....sedih tatau nape....risau tatau punca....menangis teresak-esak mcm kucing hilang anak....padahal anak depan mata, suami di sebelah.....ish3.....

After all have been said n done, here i am....a mother of two....still standing....and adapting....Insyaallah.... ;p

nur athirah raisya...my liltle princess...

one of the reason why i'm so deeply in love now... ;p


my stock....preparation for the ultimate war- My Work..... ;)

Ayit....he's my savior....from day one....drpd ci start mengandungkan dia smpai dia dh nak masuk 2tahun, dia sntiasa jd penyelamat ci....it's kind of personal why ci kata dia savior ci....but he is....and i thank him for that....Ayit lah yg buat ci belajar menjadi isteri, belajar menjadi ibu dalam sekelip mata....dan Ayit buat ci percaya yg sesusah mana pun hidup, rezeki mesti ada untuk anak....walaupun sikit...walaupun byk...susah senang ci dgn dia panjang ceritanya....tak smua indah....tak smuanya mudah.....tapi kami bahagia.... ;)

Tiya...she is my strength...penguat lebih cinta ci dgn suami...penguat hati ci bila dugaan dtg...ci mengandungkan dia time ci ulang alik seremban-kl...dlm kepenatan ci....dlm kelam kabut hidup kami, dia hadir....dan tiup semangat untuk ci dan suami yg utk percaya yang keajaiban itu berlaku.....tiya bg semangat utk kami betulkan jalan hidup kami...yup, ci ngakui dia seorang janin dan bayi yg kuat....ci sgt lasak, sgt tidak memanjakan diri and yet, dia kua cukup sempurna...cukup comel..... ;p

After 2 months........Alhamdulillah......hidup ci mmg tak sesenang org lain, tapi Alhamdulillah cukup dan bahagia.....dan ci selalu doakan yg terbaik utk suami dan anak-anak ci....mereka lah harta dunia dan akhirat ci....mereka lah segala-galanya bg ci....... ;)

A Birth Story...

Sebelum ci jd sgt pelupa...dlm duduk senget sbb sakit episiotomi lum baik..ci nk cerita psl hari bersalinkan my lil' princess, Nur Athirah Raisya...

11/10/10:

Hari due date cici...time ni mak ayah ci dh balik, tinggal ci dgn hubby n ayit aje. Kol 11 ci ada checkup dkt GMC...after 2 weeks MC yang dr. fidak kasi, ci stil tak bersalin pon...hehehe...sampai je kat GMC, ci kna masuk labor room, nurse nak wat CTG. First CTG, doc Fidak mcm tak puas hati tgk, sbb jantung baby mcm lemah je. bila scan, baby okey dok terkiok-kiok dlm pewot. ci dh lupa nk tanya jantina, just nk make sure dia okey ja. Position baby dh turun ke bwh sgt dah; meaning, anytime je leh tebersalin...huhuhu....Dr. fidak suh pegi makan dulu, then dtg balik utk wat ctg lagi skali (nak check jantung baby).

Ci n hubby pon g la jenjalan nk cri makan...dh smpai dh kat Sup Meletup, suddenly, ci terasa mcm nk makan kat mangcongkam...hehehe...mcm2 hal kan....slalu ci mcm tak kesah makan apa sj, arini mcm insist sgt...being a good loving hubby, dia pon usung la ci g mangcongkam mkn ns ayam...we have a nice lunch there...

Off to GMC balik, after 2nd and 3rd ctg, end up keputusan okey...baby kebetulan tidoq, sbb tu la tak dpt bacaan elok sgt. sempat lg ci tanya doc, 'tak bahaya ke doc, kalo dh overdue?' dr. fidak senyum2, then bg ci masa lg seminggu utk tunggu sblum dia induce.

Ci n hubby pun balik g amik ayit, dan mlm tu makan koteow sup kat sup meletup sbb tgh ari td tak jadi nk g beli....lepas je makan, ci rasa perut ci mcm cramp ckit...mcm sakit period...tapi sgt lah mild...baby ngeras2 mcm biasa...tp leh lak ci tido smpaiii pagi....hehehe.....

12/10/10:

Pagi selasa yang indah ci habiskan dgn siapkan suami n anak nak pi keja n nursery. ci siapkan beg skolah ayit...smbil2 duduk depan tv, tgk High-5, smbil layan ayit...hubby ci tanya ci okey ke tak...susah nk jawap soklan tu...sbb rasa cramp ni mcm ok, leh tahan lagi...lgpon bukan ada any show ka apa kan....

Suddenly, ci rs semacam kat bwh tu...tgn gatal nk check; ada lendir campur darah...dah sah dah mmg tanda nk bersalin...tapi ci mcm tak tergopoh nk g sepital lg, sbb mcm xsakit sgt....msg kak erda, tnya dia tanda dia dulu mcm mana. sah sama...hehehe...

Ci pun g mandi, g siap apa yg patut...capai kurma, capai telekung, shave apa yg patut, trus g anta ayit g neseri...time ni sakit dia agak la intense (ci rasa la)....smpai ja kat depan GMC, ci bgtau hubby ci nak bekfas dulu...sebelah je dgn GMC ada kedai mamak...ci order roti telur dgn milo panas...pehtu tmbah lg satu roti kosong....time ni makan tp tiap kali cotraction dtg, ci pejam2 mata tahan...still 10 minit apart.....

Setel makan, trus masuk GMC...wat muka tatau nk cakap apa, 'ermmm...akak dh turun tanda' drg trus suh ci g atas....dh mcm slalu lak dtg cni, smlm je dh 3kali ctg...ni sure nk wat ctg n ve (seluk) lg nih...haih...kak linda smbut cici...kaklinda ni nurse drpd columbia asia, ramah sgt...staff nurse lak kak badariah....pon baik gak....

1st ctg, not so nice, mcm smlm....baby tido...so ci kna ngiring utk wat lg skali....dh cantik, kaklinda wat VE kat cici....3cm dilated.....fhew...time ni rasa mcm dh achievement dah....sbb time ayit smpat rs smpai 2cm ja, trus operate...cesss....after staff nurse check contraction n yes, memang ada, ci pun masuk wad no 6.

GMC tadak uniform, so kita leh pakai baju sendiri masuk labor nanti. ci pon mula la bertapa dlm bilik wad tu smpai tatau bila...huhuhu....memula masuk je, ci dh kena makan lunch. hubby ci pon g la beli lunch, skali air kotak coklat n snickers. sakit macam td gak, leh tahan lagi....lepas je makan, ci dh rasa sakit tu makin truk...cramp dia sebijik mcm period pain...tp mcm lagi tajam....tak lalu dh nk makan, hubby habiskan smua...hehehe....

kak linda dtg check jalan lagi....sadly, still 3cm dilated....lmbat lg kaklinda ckp, dan ayat yg paling sedih 'dalam 10 org yg dulu czer, 2 org ja yg berjaya normal, yg lain mesti czer gak'....huh, ci sgt tawakal dan redha ja dgn takdir ci time tu...janji baby selamat....ci xpa, ci dh besar.....siap pesan kat hubby 'kalo doc suh pilih baby atau ci, abg pilih baby ye...isteri abg leh cri, anak ni mna ada gantinya' huh, drama swasta lak, hubby cri betul kang bru nk bersilat...hahaha....

Staff nurse dtg jenguk, ci bgtau sakit makin kuat...dia suruh byk kan berjalan dan berdoa...nanti ptg dia akan check bukaan lagi....kak linda dtg lg skali utk bg ubat berak....mind u, ubat tu balang botol with long tiub punya la besar...hahaha....dh la kena seluk, kena jolok dgn batang tu lak sbb nk pam ubat utk berak...hadoiiii....kejap je dh rasa cm nk tercirit....dh lepas cirit tu, mula la dtg sakit yg agak teruk, ci pun cri la towel nk gigit...tiap kali sakit tu dtg, dok gigit towel la...hey, it works....hehehe....

5.00ptg: staff nurse dtg check lg skali....after all the walks n the talks, ci dh dilated 6cm...yeay!!! slow progress tp still bukak...memula tu siap google slow progress in labor kat BB lagi, nk baca kaedah bg cepat bukak jalan which is- JALAN...dh kena g labor room dah...ci pon bersihkan diri, peluk hubby, nangis2 sbb happy dh half way dah, minta ampun bagai, bru kami masuk bilik labor...

5.30: check in labor room. dh pakai ctg tu balik....check contraction n jantung baby...time ni dh start sakit kalo melentang...ci mintak mgiring....contraction makin lama makin kuat...nurse yg teman ci nama zeti...baik sgt, muka mcm kwn ci kak has...hehehe...staff nurse bajet ci bersalin dlm kol 12tgh mlm, sbb kalo ikut teori, satu jam, 1cm...fheww....cmno nk survive smpai tgh mlm tnpa makan tu...oh ya, leh bwk air selusuh or air zam2 masuk labor room, bkn utk minum, just nk basahkan tekak aje....

730: sakit makin lama makin kuat...hubby dh kua masuk g solat la, abah kol la....g makan la....tp still dok sebelah ci....yup, ci still guna towel nk tahan sakit....contraction makin kuat, tp lum makin rapat lagi.....pastu ayit smpai dgn family mertua ci...abah mak eren n ain...mak n ain masuk tgk ci kat kabor room...meleleh air mata memula nmpak ayit....dia pelik nape la ibu kena ikat perut kat katil nih...lg meleleh bila mak n ain masuk temankan...ci punya la genggam tgn biras ci tu stiap kali contraction ada....time ni dh kuat n makin rapat....

9.00 mlm: dr fidak masuk. dia check jalan ci, tp doc kata mcm slow progress jugak walaupun dh 7 cm, dr masukkan pitocin (tru drip), nk bg cetus contraction lg kuat n kecutkan rahim.kejap je, trus sakit tu datang...Ya Allah kali ni mmg teruk...dh tak main dh towel2, mmg bantai menjerit je....not mnjerit la, sort of mengerang...dr pon pecahkan ketuban...

10.00-11.00 mlm: time ni paling intense. sakit yg teramat saakit...ci smpai tarik jari hubby ci nk gigit, sib baik dia tarik balik, kalo tak mau putus...hehehe...keja nak ngerang ja...nurse lak smua tgk ja 'biasa la dik, sakit normal mmg mcm ni' n efuse utk baby apa2 ubat...last2 ci mintak ubat tahan sakit. tu pon lmbatnya nk bagi. ci lupa nama ubat tu, tp inject kat bon2...sakit hilang? nope....ngantuk je lebih....smpai ci terlelap between contractions...3min sekali time ni...n getting stronger and stronger. ci pun dh mcm xrasa diri sndiri dah, berpaut je kat hubby ci smbil bc doa. sakit smpai mengigil. nurse dtg check. yes, dh 9 cm....

11.30 mlm: kaki ci kna pasang kat stirrups. maybe sbb nmpak ci mcm dh tadak tenaga dah (dh sedarkan diri sgt pon, mcm on drugs lak. huhuhu)...dua kaki terbukak luas, tgn pegang tali...doc bgtau cemana nk teran...tp dia tak arahkan, dia suh ikut gesaan sndiri....1st gesaan, ci menjerit nk teran...nurse suh jgn jerit, tutup mulut...2nd teran, hubby ci kata 'dh nmpak rambut dh ci'...oh hubby ci kna pegang tengkuk ci stiap kali ci teran....dia leh jenguk jugak kalo nk tgk...dr. fidak baca doa, dia wat episiotomi kat ci (oh yg ci my hubby kompom nmpak....haaa, cuak dia), dtg gesaan, skali teran ja plusshhhhhh kua la baby...nurse trus angkat letaak kat perut ci...doc suh hubby ci azankan...dlm tercunggap-cunggap tu ci kata 'Assalammualaikum tiya' lepas nmpak dia punya ehem2 tu...hehehe...nurse angkat g check kat sblah ci, hubby ci ikut nurse tu...tetiba ci rasa contraction lg skali, pastu plup mcm kua sumthing, -Uri rupanya. doc, check n memulakan proses menjahit. ci nmpak doc inject bwh tu, nmpak doc dok jahit, tarik benang, lap2 darah smua tp seriusly, ci rasa LEGA. dh tak sakit sgt dah...

Nurse lak dtg check ci, lap bdn ci, lap smua darah n pakaikan pad n kain batik n socks kat cici...pastu drg bwk ci atas wheelchair g ke wad. baby dh masuk wad time ni.enuh dgn family ci smua...mak ayah pon dh smpai...erul ira pon ada...smua smbut ci n baby...

Alhamdulillah smua dh selamat....yup, i am one of 2 person out of 10 yang berjaya wat VBAC: vaginal birth after c-zer....special thanx to suami ci yg setia temankan cici spanjang proses kelahiran...it wasnt easy kan abah, but we make it tru...Alhamdulillah....nama baby ci: Nur Athirah Raisya Binti Mohammad Hairy.

# on the very moment ci letak breast dekat tiya, dia trus isap...yup, less than 1hour kelahiran....

Induce Labor Naturally...

Cici dh overdue???

Not yet....hehehe....

Due date ci Isnin ni (11/10/10)...and yet, ari2 bila bukak fb tgk kawan yg dh selamat melahirkan baby; ada yg due awal, ada yg lewat dr ci, somehow wat ci cuak...rasa tak senang duduk...rasa nk wat star jump...rasa nk lari keliling padang sekolah....hahaha....

Pregnancy ci, Insyaallah masih normal...walaupun smua org dok tnya bila ci nk meletops...and mak ayah ci yg asalnya dtg utk temani ci, smpai balik kampung balik dek kerana terlalu lama nk menunggu cucu drg kua...

Dan disebabkan ci sort of merayu kat doc sbb nak attempt VBAC jugak, doc takan induce or bukak jalan ci smpai la ci overdue (10ari lepas edd ci)...

So, back to the topic...mcm mana kita nk induce labor naturally, tnpa kena pi ngadap doc mintak ubat masuk kot bwh or drip kat tgn?

Ci jumpa artikel kat sini...

Ci sgt setuju dgn point no.1....but being sooo pregnant, i find myself not very much appealing to my hubby...hahaha...(what my hubby ci think, i wouldnt know sbb tak tanya) ;p

The other ways is by walking...most probably because of the gravity...kalo kita berdiri, baby tend utk turun ckit demi ckit, so bykkan berjalan kalo nk senang bersalin...Ptg td hubby ci bwk pegi taman layang-layang kepong...tempat berdating lg dikenang...huhuhu...tapi bru ja smpai, ayit bru nk amik feel tgk layang2, dh ujan...sempat g beli satay ikan ja, pehtu truih balik...cesss....

Ci dh jalan sebelum tu dr umah ke kedai bawah, so leh la consider as my attempt to induce labor.... ;)

At 40weeks ni, apa yg ci rasa almost evry nite is pre-labor...hari2 kena deal dgn peluh sejuk, sambil perut ngeras, smbil sakit blkang mcm nk patah, pehtu rs mcm period pain...sakit sakit SAKIT, timing timing TIMING, tau tau hilanggg ja....hahaha...magic kan.....satu artikel ci baca, jgn pggl process tu false labor, kena pggl pre-labor...sbb segala proses beria sakit tu ialah salah satu proses mendekatkan kita dgn true labor...so it is a pre.....okeyyy okeyyy....move on..... ;p

As for now, ci agak merehatkan diri, duduk umah smpai delivery, update fb, blogging, having 'me' time kalo hubby g keja and ayit g sekolah, sebelum smua ni bertukar drastically with the appearance of my sweet baby....time tu mmg xigt diri dah....jd rutin mcm ayit balik....baby, susu, baby, susu...dan skrg ayit, baby, susu, hubby....heheh...(hubby blkg skali...xpatut betul la) ;p

Doakan ci ye semua...ci doa baby ci kua sndiri, sbb ci takmau salahkan diri mcm time ayit dulu sbb tak pasal2 paksa dia kua walau lum time dia lagi.... ;)

39 weeks already...

Masa tak tunggu kita...Ready or not, ci dh lompat masuk dlm weeks yang mendebarkan, but not yet triggering; 39 weeks.....yeay!

For the past 39 weeks ci mengandung, bersakit, bersuka...come this week yang menandakan, for whatever reason, baby akan stay dlm perut hanya utk masa lg seminggu jeee lagi...huhuhu....

Feeling cici? Seram...Seronok...Teruja...smua ada...

Okey, ini ci dpt dr what to expect; signs of labor yg akan dtg meneman ibu yg ngandung 39 minggu.....

More frequent Braxton Hicks contractions: If you’ve been experiencing these practice contractions, they may be getting stronger now. But if you haven’t had a contraction yet, don’t worry. Braxton Hicks contractions are more common in second (and subsequent) pregnancies.- Ini ci akan rasa almost evry nite...smpai berpeluh-peluh...igtkan dh masuk true labor, dh timing contraction...tp xbertambah dekat jaraknya...and tak bertambah kuat...so, it's a false labor ye kenkawan.... ;p

Slowdown in fetal activity: As her living quarters become more cramped, you may notice a slowdown in fetal movement. Your baby’s coordination has improved and he’s less likely to make involuntary jabs (even if he had the room).- Ini normal, dh takde dah senget2 perut evry now and then...tak mcm time ci 7 bulan dulu.....dh sempit yeh baby?

Heartburn or indigestion: Your heartburn may be at its peak now. Don’t worry, relief is around the corner when you deliver. For relief now, drink liquids before or after meals instead of during.- Ini ci dpt kalo ci melantak byk sgt, kalo teh tarik jd menu utama, kalo ci makan, pehtu trus penat sbb mkn pehtu zzz.....hehehe...tp ci rasa time ci 8 bulan lg worst...

Bloody show or loss of mucous plug: The discharge from your vagina might be tinged with blood (either pinkish or brownish) as the blood vessels in the cervix rupture. Don’t worry — it’s a sign that your cervix is dilating, or opening up, and that’s a good thing. Another event that may occur this week: The mucous plug may fall out (and into the toilet). Losing it isn’t a sign that childbirth is hours away, but it does mean it’s around the corner.- Not yet...kemarin cuma kua spot brownish...tp sbb xsakit pape pun, malas nk g checkin kat sepital... ;)

Rupture of membranes (possibly): Another sign that labor may be near — if your amniotic sac breaks and gushes out fluid. But don’t worry about causing a flood while you’re standing in the grocery checkout line. Despite what you’ve seen in movies, most women are in labor (and in the hospital) by the time their water breaks. If yours does break, call your practitioner.-hehehe...kalo dh kua, xder la sengih2 update blog yeh...lum lg...from what i read, only 6% je preggy mums yg hadap gush of water ni...hat len smua pecah ketuban kat hospital...mcm mak ci la, sbb smua anak2 dia kembaq air....

Diarrhea or nausea: As your body gets ready for childbirth, the muscles may loosen in your rectum, resulting in loose bowel movements. You may also suffer some nausea. It’s important to keep drinking water to avoid dehydration.- yes, arini je dh 2kali berlari ala-ala xcukup tanah nk g toilet, sbb nk tercirit...muntah lak tetiap kali mandi pagi... sgt xcool okey...bru nk berendam dh uwek uwek...alamatnya, mandi sabun yg penting2 je la.... ;)

Hemorrhoids: If you’re experiencing diarrhea, your hemorrhoids may actually be less painful now since you’re not straining to move your bowels the way you did when you were constipated. Just be aware that pushing during labor can aggravate hemorrhoids, so stock up on all the soothers that brought you relief.- Kadang-kadang...pelik kan?

Pelvic pressure and discomfort: Your baby’s head is putting pressure on your pelvis, making you feel uncomfortable. Other symptoms of discomfort could include menstrual-like cramps and indigestion, which can also be signs of early contractions.- Haaa...yg menariknya, ini lah yg membuatkan ci mc smpai 2minggu...pelvic pressure can be very very very painful, smpai nk jalan pon xleh...doc kata maybe sbb jarak pregnancy ci dekat, xcukup selang 2thn. Rahim ci still dlm condition yg lembut, sbb tu dia tend to sag...kira mcm rahim lum ready dh melekat balik...rezeki dear, siapa la cici nk tolak... ;)

Backaches: Your backaches could be worse now as you count down the final weeks. You can soothe a sore back by getting into the shower and letting the warm water pulse onto your back.- yup, slalu rasa skali dgn contraction...dh lama xperiod, skali sakit blakang dh rs mcm nk gigit sofa dah...hahaha....

Kalo ci still sempat, ci crita psl natural birthing ok...after diskas dgn doc, ci takan diberi induce atau tlg bukakkan jalan sbb ci mmg nk opt utk normal...so after 11/10 ni kalo xkua jugak bru jd cerita lain...huhuhu...doakan ci ye semua...ci doakan yg terbaik utk kalian jugak ye..... ;)

Sekarang nk g sidai baju and makan roti cicah gulai ayam...hehehe... ;)