A Birth Story...

Sebelum ci jd sgt pelupa...dlm duduk senget sbb sakit episiotomi lum baik..ci nk cerita psl hari bersalinkan my lil' princess, Nur Athirah Raisya...

11/10/10:

Hari due date cici...time ni mak ayah ci dh balik, tinggal ci dgn hubby n ayit aje. Kol 11 ci ada checkup dkt GMC...after 2 weeks MC yang dr. fidak kasi, ci stil tak bersalin pon...hehehe...sampai je kat GMC, ci kna masuk labor room, nurse nak wat CTG. First CTG, doc Fidak mcm tak puas hati tgk, sbb jantung baby mcm lemah je. bila scan, baby okey dok terkiok-kiok dlm pewot. ci dh lupa nk tanya jantina, just nk make sure dia okey ja. Position baby dh turun ke bwh sgt dah; meaning, anytime je leh tebersalin...huhuhu....Dr. fidak suh pegi makan dulu, then dtg balik utk wat ctg lagi skali (nak check jantung baby).

Ci n hubby pon g la jenjalan nk cri makan...dh smpai dh kat Sup Meletup, suddenly, ci terasa mcm nk makan kat mangcongkam...hehehe...mcm2 hal kan....slalu ci mcm tak kesah makan apa sj, arini mcm insist sgt...being a good loving hubby, dia pon usung la ci g mangcongkam mkn ns ayam...we have a nice lunch there...

Off to GMC balik, after 2nd and 3rd ctg, end up keputusan okey...baby kebetulan tidoq, sbb tu la tak dpt bacaan elok sgt. sempat lg ci tanya doc, 'tak bahaya ke doc, kalo dh overdue?' dr. fidak senyum2, then bg ci masa lg seminggu utk tunggu sblum dia induce.

Ci n hubby pun balik g amik ayit, dan mlm tu makan koteow sup kat sup meletup sbb tgh ari td tak jadi nk g beli....lepas je makan, ci rasa perut ci mcm cramp ckit...mcm sakit period...tapi sgt lah mild...baby ngeras2 mcm biasa...tp leh lak ci tido smpaiii pagi....hehehe.....

12/10/10:

Pagi selasa yang indah ci habiskan dgn siapkan suami n anak nak pi keja n nursery. ci siapkan beg skolah ayit...smbil2 duduk depan tv, tgk High-5, smbil layan ayit...hubby ci tanya ci okey ke tak...susah nk jawap soklan tu...sbb rasa cramp ni mcm ok, leh tahan lagi...lgpon bukan ada any show ka apa kan....

Suddenly, ci rs semacam kat bwh tu...tgn gatal nk check; ada lendir campur darah...dah sah dah mmg tanda nk bersalin...tapi ci mcm tak tergopoh nk g sepital lg, sbb mcm xsakit sgt....msg kak erda, tnya dia tanda dia dulu mcm mana. sah sama...hehehe...

Ci pun g mandi, g siap apa yg patut...capai kurma, capai telekung, shave apa yg patut, trus g anta ayit g neseri...time ni sakit dia agak la intense (ci rasa la)....smpai ja kat depan GMC, ci bgtau hubby ci nak bekfas dulu...sebelah je dgn GMC ada kedai mamak...ci order roti telur dgn milo panas...pehtu tmbah lg satu roti kosong....time ni makan tp tiap kali cotraction dtg, ci pejam2 mata tahan...still 10 minit apart.....

Setel makan, trus masuk GMC...wat muka tatau nk cakap apa, 'ermmm...akak dh turun tanda' drg trus suh ci g atas....dh mcm slalu lak dtg cni, smlm je dh 3kali ctg...ni sure nk wat ctg n ve (seluk) lg nih...haih...kak linda smbut cici...kaklinda ni nurse drpd columbia asia, ramah sgt...staff nurse lak kak badariah....pon baik gak....

1st ctg, not so nice, mcm smlm....baby tido...so ci kna ngiring utk wat lg skali....dh cantik, kaklinda wat VE kat cici....3cm dilated.....fhew...time ni rasa mcm dh achievement dah....sbb time ayit smpat rs smpai 2cm ja, trus operate...cesss....after staff nurse check contraction n yes, memang ada, ci pun masuk wad no 6.

GMC tadak uniform, so kita leh pakai baju sendiri masuk labor nanti. ci pon mula la bertapa dlm bilik wad tu smpai tatau bila...huhuhu....memula masuk je, ci dh kena makan lunch. hubby ci pon g la beli lunch, skali air kotak coklat n snickers. sakit macam td gak, leh tahan lagi....lepas je makan, ci dh rasa sakit tu makin truk...cramp dia sebijik mcm period pain...tp mcm lagi tajam....tak lalu dh nk makan, hubby habiskan smua...hehehe....

kak linda dtg check jalan lagi....sadly, still 3cm dilated....lmbat lg kaklinda ckp, dan ayat yg paling sedih 'dalam 10 org yg dulu czer, 2 org ja yg berjaya normal, yg lain mesti czer gak'....huh, ci sgt tawakal dan redha ja dgn takdir ci time tu...janji baby selamat....ci xpa, ci dh besar.....siap pesan kat hubby 'kalo doc suh pilih baby atau ci, abg pilih baby ye...isteri abg leh cri, anak ni mna ada gantinya' huh, drama swasta lak, hubby cri betul kang bru nk bersilat...hahaha....

Staff nurse dtg jenguk, ci bgtau sakit makin kuat...dia suruh byk kan berjalan dan berdoa...nanti ptg dia akan check bukaan lagi....kak linda dtg lg skali utk bg ubat berak....mind u, ubat tu balang botol with long tiub punya la besar...hahaha....dh la kena seluk, kena jolok dgn batang tu lak sbb nk pam ubat utk berak...hadoiiii....kejap je dh rasa cm nk tercirit....dh lepas cirit tu, mula la dtg sakit yg agak teruk, ci pun cri la towel nk gigit...tiap kali sakit tu dtg, dok gigit towel la...hey, it works....hehehe....

5.00ptg: staff nurse dtg check lg skali....after all the walks n the talks, ci dh dilated 6cm...yeay!!! slow progress tp still bukak...memula tu siap google slow progress in labor kat BB lagi, nk baca kaedah bg cepat bukak jalan which is- JALAN...dh kena g labor room dah...ci pon bersihkan diri, peluk hubby, nangis2 sbb happy dh half way dah, minta ampun bagai, bru kami masuk bilik labor...

5.30: check in labor room. dh pakai ctg tu balik....check contraction n jantung baby...time ni dh start sakit kalo melentang...ci mintak mgiring....contraction makin lama makin kuat...nurse yg teman ci nama zeti...baik sgt, muka mcm kwn ci kak has...hehehe...staff nurse bajet ci bersalin dlm kol 12tgh mlm, sbb kalo ikut teori, satu jam, 1cm...fheww....cmno nk survive smpai tgh mlm tnpa makan tu...oh ya, leh bwk air selusuh or air zam2 masuk labor room, bkn utk minum, just nk basahkan tekak aje....

730: sakit makin lama makin kuat...hubby dh kua masuk g solat la, abah kol la....g makan la....tp still dok sebelah ci....yup, ci still guna towel nk tahan sakit....contraction makin kuat, tp lum makin rapat lagi.....pastu ayit smpai dgn family mertua ci...abah mak eren n ain...mak n ain masuk tgk ci kat kabor room...meleleh air mata memula nmpak ayit....dia pelik nape la ibu kena ikat perut kat katil nih...lg meleleh bila mak n ain masuk temankan...ci punya la genggam tgn biras ci tu stiap kali contraction ada....time ni dh kuat n makin rapat....

9.00 mlm: dr fidak masuk. dia check jalan ci, tp doc kata mcm slow progress jugak walaupun dh 7 cm, dr masukkan pitocin (tru drip), nk bg cetus contraction lg kuat n kecutkan rahim.kejap je, trus sakit tu datang...Ya Allah kali ni mmg teruk...dh tak main dh towel2, mmg bantai menjerit je....not mnjerit la, sort of mengerang...dr pon pecahkan ketuban...

10.00-11.00 mlm: time ni paling intense. sakit yg teramat saakit...ci smpai tarik jari hubby ci nk gigit, sib baik dia tarik balik, kalo tak mau putus...hehehe...keja nak ngerang ja...nurse lak smua tgk ja 'biasa la dik, sakit normal mmg mcm ni' n efuse utk baby apa2 ubat...last2 ci mintak ubat tahan sakit. tu pon lmbatnya nk bagi. ci lupa nama ubat tu, tp inject kat bon2...sakit hilang? nope....ngantuk je lebih....smpai ci terlelap between contractions...3min sekali time ni...n getting stronger and stronger. ci pun dh mcm xrasa diri sndiri dah, berpaut je kat hubby ci smbil bc doa. sakit smpai mengigil. nurse dtg check. yes, dh 9 cm....

11.30 mlm: kaki ci kna pasang kat stirrups. maybe sbb nmpak ci mcm dh tadak tenaga dah (dh sedarkan diri sgt pon, mcm on drugs lak. huhuhu)...dua kaki terbukak luas, tgn pegang tali...doc bgtau cemana nk teran...tp dia tak arahkan, dia suh ikut gesaan sndiri....1st gesaan, ci menjerit nk teran...nurse suh jgn jerit, tutup mulut...2nd teran, hubby ci kata 'dh nmpak rambut dh ci'...oh hubby ci kna pegang tengkuk ci stiap kali ci teran....dia leh jenguk jugak kalo nk tgk...dr. fidak baca doa, dia wat episiotomi kat ci (oh yg ci my hubby kompom nmpak....haaa, cuak dia), dtg gesaan, skali teran ja plusshhhhhh kua la baby...nurse trus angkat letaak kat perut ci...doc suh hubby ci azankan...dlm tercunggap-cunggap tu ci kata 'Assalammualaikum tiya' lepas nmpak dia punya ehem2 tu...hehehe...nurse angkat g check kat sblah ci, hubby ci ikut nurse tu...tetiba ci rasa contraction lg skali, pastu plup mcm kua sumthing, -Uri rupanya. doc, check n memulakan proses menjahit. ci nmpak doc inject bwh tu, nmpak doc dok jahit, tarik benang, lap2 darah smua tp seriusly, ci rasa LEGA. dh tak sakit sgt dah...

Nurse lak dtg check ci, lap bdn ci, lap smua darah n pakaikan pad n kain batik n socks kat cici...pastu drg bwk ci atas wheelchair g ke wad. baby dh masuk wad time ni.enuh dgn family ci smua...mak ayah pon dh smpai...erul ira pon ada...smua smbut ci n baby...

Alhamdulillah smua dh selamat....yup, i am one of 2 person out of 10 yang berjaya wat VBAC: vaginal birth after c-zer....special thanx to suami ci yg setia temankan cici spanjang proses kelahiran...it wasnt easy kan abah, but we make it tru...Alhamdulillah....nama baby ci: Nur Athirah Raisya Binti Mohammad Hairy.

# on the very moment ci letak breast dekat tiya, dia trus isap...yup, less than 1hour kelahiran....

Induce Labor Naturally...

Cici dh overdue???

Not yet....hehehe....

Due date ci Isnin ni (11/10/10)...and yet, ari2 bila bukak fb tgk kawan yg dh selamat melahirkan baby; ada yg due awal, ada yg lewat dr ci, somehow wat ci cuak...rasa tak senang duduk...rasa nk wat star jump...rasa nk lari keliling padang sekolah....hahaha....

Pregnancy ci, Insyaallah masih normal...walaupun smua org dok tnya bila ci nk meletops...and mak ayah ci yg asalnya dtg utk temani ci, smpai balik kampung balik dek kerana terlalu lama nk menunggu cucu drg kua...

Dan disebabkan ci sort of merayu kat doc sbb nak attempt VBAC jugak, doc takan induce or bukak jalan ci smpai la ci overdue (10ari lepas edd ci)...

So, back to the topic...mcm mana kita nk induce labor naturally, tnpa kena pi ngadap doc mintak ubat masuk kot bwh or drip kat tgn?

Ci jumpa artikel kat sini...

Ci sgt setuju dgn point no.1....but being sooo pregnant, i find myself not very much appealing to my hubby...hahaha...(what my hubby ci think, i wouldnt know sbb tak tanya) ;p

The other ways is by walking...most probably because of the gravity...kalo kita berdiri, baby tend utk turun ckit demi ckit, so bykkan berjalan kalo nk senang bersalin...Ptg td hubby ci bwk pegi taman layang-layang kepong...tempat berdating lg dikenang...huhuhu...tapi bru ja smpai, ayit bru nk amik feel tgk layang2, dh ujan...sempat g beli satay ikan ja, pehtu truih balik...cesss....

Ci dh jalan sebelum tu dr umah ke kedai bawah, so leh la consider as my attempt to induce labor.... ;)

At 40weeks ni, apa yg ci rasa almost evry nite is pre-labor...hari2 kena deal dgn peluh sejuk, sambil perut ngeras, smbil sakit blkang mcm nk patah, pehtu rs mcm period pain...sakit sakit SAKIT, timing timing TIMING, tau tau hilanggg ja....hahaha...magic kan.....satu artikel ci baca, jgn pggl process tu false labor, kena pggl pre-labor...sbb segala proses beria sakit tu ialah salah satu proses mendekatkan kita dgn true labor...so it is a pre.....okeyyy okeyyy....move on..... ;p

As for now, ci agak merehatkan diri, duduk umah smpai delivery, update fb, blogging, having 'me' time kalo hubby g keja and ayit g sekolah, sebelum smua ni bertukar drastically with the appearance of my sweet baby....time tu mmg xigt diri dah....jd rutin mcm ayit balik....baby, susu, baby, susu...dan skrg ayit, baby, susu, hubby....heheh...(hubby blkg skali...xpatut betul la) ;p

Doakan ci ye semua...ci doa baby ci kua sndiri, sbb ci takmau salahkan diri mcm time ayit dulu sbb tak pasal2 paksa dia kua walau lum time dia lagi.... ;)

39 weeks already...

Masa tak tunggu kita...Ready or not, ci dh lompat masuk dlm weeks yang mendebarkan, but not yet triggering; 39 weeks.....yeay!

For the past 39 weeks ci mengandung, bersakit, bersuka...come this week yang menandakan, for whatever reason, baby akan stay dlm perut hanya utk masa lg seminggu jeee lagi...huhuhu....

Feeling cici? Seram...Seronok...Teruja...smua ada...

Okey, ini ci dpt dr what to expect; signs of labor yg akan dtg meneman ibu yg ngandung 39 minggu.....

More frequent Braxton Hicks contractions: If you’ve been experiencing these practice contractions, they may be getting stronger now. But if you haven’t had a contraction yet, don’t worry. Braxton Hicks contractions are more common in second (and subsequent) pregnancies.- Ini ci akan rasa almost evry nite...smpai berpeluh-peluh...igtkan dh masuk true labor, dh timing contraction...tp xbertambah dekat jaraknya...and tak bertambah kuat...so, it's a false labor ye kenkawan.... ;p

Slowdown in fetal activity: As her living quarters become more cramped, you may notice a slowdown in fetal movement. Your baby’s coordination has improved and he’s less likely to make involuntary jabs (even if he had the room).- Ini normal, dh takde dah senget2 perut evry now and then...tak mcm time ci 7 bulan dulu.....dh sempit yeh baby?

Heartburn or indigestion: Your heartburn may be at its peak now. Don’t worry, relief is around the corner when you deliver. For relief now, drink liquids before or after meals instead of during.- Ini ci dpt kalo ci melantak byk sgt, kalo teh tarik jd menu utama, kalo ci makan, pehtu trus penat sbb mkn pehtu zzz.....hehehe...tp ci rasa time ci 8 bulan lg worst...

Bloody show or loss of mucous plug: The discharge from your vagina might be tinged with blood (either pinkish or brownish) as the blood vessels in the cervix rupture. Don’t worry — it’s a sign that your cervix is dilating, or opening up, and that’s a good thing. Another event that may occur this week: The mucous plug may fall out (and into the toilet). Losing it isn’t a sign that childbirth is hours away, but it does mean it’s around the corner.- Not yet...kemarin cuma kua spot brownish...tp sbb xsakit pape pun, malas nk g checkin kat sepital... ;)

Rupture of membranes (possibly): Another sign that labor may be near — if your amniotic sac breaks and gushes out fluid. But don’t worry about causing a flood while you’re standing in the grocery checkout line. Despite what you’ve seen in movies, most women are in labor (and in the hospital) by the time their water breaks. If yours does break, call your practitioner.-hehehe...kalo dh kua, xder la sengih2 update blog yeh...lum lg...from what i read, only 6% je preggy mums yg hadap gush of water ni...hat len smua pecah ketuban kat hospital...mcm mak ci la, sbb smua anak2 dia kembaq air....

Diarrhea or nausea: As your body gets ready for childbirth, the muscles may loosen in your rectum, resulting in loose bowel movements. You may also suffer some nausea. It’s important to keep drinking water to avoid dehydration.- yes, arini je dh 2kali berlari ala-ala xcukup tanah nk g toilet, sbb nk tercirit...muntah lak tetiap kali mandi pagi... sgt xcool okey...bru nk berendam dh uwek uwek...alamatnya, mandi sabun yg penting2 je la.... ;)

Hemorrhoids: If you’re experiencing diarrhea, your hemorrhoids may actually be less painful now since you’re not straining to move your bowels the way you did when you were constipated. Just be aware that pushing during labor can aggravate hemorrhoids, so stock up on all the soothers that brought you relief.- Kadang-kadang...pelik kan?

Pelvic pressure and discomfort: Your baby’s head is putting pressure on your pelvis, making you feel uncomfortable. Other symptoms of discomfort could include menstrual-like cramps and indigestion, which can also be signs of early contractions.- Haaa...yg menariknya, ini lah yg membuatkan ci mc smpai 2minggu...pelvic pressure can be very very very painful, smpai nk jalan pon xleh...doc kata maybe sbb jarak pregnancy ci dekat, xcukup selang 2thn. Rahim ci still dlm condition yg lembut, sbb tu dia tend to sag...kira mcm rahim lum ready dh melekat balik...rezeki dear, siapa la cici nk tolak... ;)

Backaches: Your backaches could be worse now as you count down the final weeks. You can soothe a sore back by getting into the shower and letting the warm water pulse onto your back.- yup, slalu rasa skali dgn contraction...dh lama xperiod, skali sakit blakang dh rs mcm nk gigit sofa dah...hahaha....

Kalo ci still sempat, ci crita psl natural birthing ok...after diskas dgn doc, ci takan diberi induce atau tlg bukakkan jalan sbb ci mmg nk opt utk normal...so after 11/10 ni kalo xkua jugak bru jd cerita lain...huhuhu...doakan ci ye semua...ci doakan yg terbaik utk kalian jugak ye..... ;)

Sekarang nk g sidai baju and makan roti cicah gulai ayam...hehehe... ;)

38...going to 39.....

This past few days was a torture for me...banyak sgt ci lalui smpai tatau nak hadap yang mana satu...

I'm now in my 38th weeks of pregnancy...

Yippy yippy yeay...

Ada pon kenkawan ci yang dh bersalin dulu...hehehe...tahniah girls....u're survivorsss...

As my condition, yup, mcm mgu sudah jugak- non stop of series of unfortunate false labor, uncount Braxton-hicks, sharp pain kat area pelvic (seriously sharp) smpai barely cant walk, sakit pinggang, sakit mcm period pain...on top of that, penat yang teramat sgt...

Yup, penat ini masalah bila nesting instinct ci datang...ci rasa nk kemas smua bnda...tapi, ci penat...and di tambah dgn situasi sakit di 'bawah' yang sgt truk, ci rasa rahmat kalo boleh duduk dan bgn dgn jayanya...most of the time kena pejam mata sbb nyilu sgt...doc kata baby dh kat bawah sgt...ci rasa baby mcm dh nk terkua aje tiap kali ci bgn...ish3...

Isnin lepas, ci g GMC...pptnya checkup 29/9 ni, tapi ci pg sbb dh start sakit....contraction tu terasa mild, tp yg teruk sgt tu sgt kat bawah...mcm luka, mcm pedih sgt...susah nk bgtau sbb time ayit dulu ci tak rasa pon...

Conclusion: doc bagi ci MC smpai seminggu...yeay! tak yah la susah hati nk sakit kat opis. leh la tenangkan fikiran, dok umah, rehat2 pegang remote, webcam dgn kakak...hehehehe....sgt suka hati....

Kesempatan duduk umah pun ci tak sia kan...ci baca, baca dan baca smua pasal proses labor...dr method 411 (jarak 4min, 1 min for 1 contraction, for 1 hour), purple pushing, natural birthing, u name it...smua ci rasa mcm nk digest, mcm nk telan dan dgn harapan at any point necessary, ci akan igt smua details...hahaha...mau tergolek... ;p

As per checkup last week, berat ci dh 67kg and baby dah 2.8kg...cervix still tebal tp baby dh byk turun ke bawah...Alhamdulillah....

My next check up will be on 5hb Oct...kalau la still tak bersalin kan... ;p

Doakan ci ye semua..... ;)

False alarm...false alarm.... ;p

Welcome back wahai worksss.....walaupun ci dh tak join team audit untuk audit luar kali ni sbb perut dh makin membesar dan semuaorg takut ci tebersalin time fieldwork; tapi I ada bykkkk kerja okeyyyy...hehehe...berlonggok kerja yg ci lum bukak walaupun dh separuh hari kat opish nih...dok bersandar je kejanya....smbil urut kaki yg dh bengkak ni...

Oh no no, bukan bengkak sbb pregnancy (ci rasa la) tapi sebab kaki ci kan melecur....

Semalam, seharian ci beraya bukan di rumah ci...teruja sgt sbb g umah pakngah makngah hubby ci...mak ngah org perak belah utagha...kompom ada lauk pauk sblah sana....I kan org utagha...hehehe....

Pagi-pagi buta (tak buta sgt sbb ayit kejut ci pun dh kol 8 pagi...ibu tido lmbat sbb tiya tanak tido... ;p), ci dh bersilat di dapur....hubby kua g beli roti canai, ci lak gigih wat nasik goreng utk tetamu yg datang 3 bijik kereta...penuh kuali ibu nih.....sambil2 jampi dan tawakal agar nasik goreng ci sedap, sambil2 lari g mandi, sambil2 tahan jgn marah bila ayit baling mangkuk roti canai habih tumpah kuah kat lantai- hufff huffff- nk taip pun masih terasa semput ci semalam....

Tapi, Alhamdulillah, smua berjalan dgn lancar....terer gak la mak boyot kaki tempang ni leh handle the crowd kan....family mertua ci tak duduk lama, sbb drg smua nk berangkat g umah pakngah cheras tu a little sooner sbb nenek a.k.a nenek moyang ayit dr Melaka dh smpai sana.....

Lari-lari lak gi bersiap ala kadar...sarung jubah kak yeya bagi...lilit selendang....tempek bedak eyeliner lippy ckit, dh shiap......kami naik satu kreta dgn abah ke Cheras...ayit dh tak reti nk duduk diam dah...dok korek dashboard la bagai....tapiiii, atok n nenek tetappp layan dgn penuh sabar dan kasih-sayang...huhuhu.... ;p

Sampai je umah pak ngah mak ngah, trus serang kueh raya....walaupun mak ngah kata beli, tp sbb sedap plus lapar, licin gak ci bantai dua beranak dgn ayit...eh tiga, dgn abah dia sekali hantu kuih raya....*sigh*

Pastu makan nasik lak....mak ngah masak gulai daging, smbal sotong, tempe goreng, ikan goreng garing, rendang perak, rendang melaka...smua sedap.....sbb smua ci makan....hehehe....

Lepas tersadai kejap sbb kenyang, posing dgn ayit...time ni dia malu-malu lagi jumpa pakcik2 makcik2 dia yang smua kecik2 jugak...kecik pon tak kecik sgt la...dlm darjah satu dua cmtu aje....ayit kua je dr perut ci, smuaorg naik pangkat...yang pak ngah jd tok ngah...yang pakcik jadi tok chik...hehehehe.....ayit kan cucu sulung, cicit sulung family hubby ci......

Panggil abah lak, konon nak amik family picture...tapi sebab ayit mcm kekurangan mood, tgh adjust dia untuk behaveee, be good, and stay still ;p

nampak tak perut ibu mengandung 9 bulan tuuuu? hehehe.... ;p

"Suh dia duduk la yang..."

Ni ja yang dapat sbb ayit dah 'haaaaaa....' ; dh nak bersilat sbb berpeluh main beskal besar dr dia....ish3... ;p

Balik dr umah pak ngah around 6 pm, kami satu family mertua, dgn Ain Eren n Erul Ira (adik ipar biras smua) skali, gi umah kwn abah dekat Ampang lak...takde snap gambar dekat umah cantik makcik tu sebab....sebab...sebab...cici sakit.....

Erk......

hehehehe....

Time makan kueh raya tu, tetiba rasa menyucuk yang amat sgt kat belakang, rasa tiya ngeras tahap nk meletops and sakit kat bawah yang mcm unbearable.....ci try jd cool, tarik nafas lepas...berkerut dahi, berpeluh2.....dh la dok kat umah org....senyum pun dh jd mcm senget ckit dah.....ci betulkan position duduk, sama jugak....tgk hubby yang duduk across the hall, wat mimik muka 'Sakittt...'

Dia tetiba terjerit ckit 'hah, sakit??' hahaha...habih smua org dh cuak skali...mak mertua dh muka risau, adik ipar ci dh urut dada...hehehe...comel je.....

Ci bgtau mak 'sakit...tapi mcm boleh tahan lagi ni.....' sib baik tuan rumah tak prasan kalo tak, lagi haru.....hehehe....kompom pakcik tu dh kol ambulance..... ;p

Lama ckit, bru okey balik....ci assume braxton hicks sbb kalo contraction betul, will sure increasingly intense kan kan kan? hehehehe...dh penah rasa skjap time ayit dulu....tak smpat nk rs yang btul2 intense sbb ci kan kena operate.... ;p

Balik je umah, trus duduk takleh nak bgn...ayit lak mcm meragam ckit, sbb letih main kut...kena salin gak diapers, baju suar dia sbb melekit sgt...kalo anak ibu dh besar panjang mau je ibu sirap dgn air, biar tido dlm keadaan selesa.....last2 dia tido waktu ci nak pakaikan suar dia halfway...lega, sbb takde aksi 'tidooo la ayit, ibu dh ngantuk ni....waaa.....' smpai ibu jd drama queen dah.......

Tetiba mcm lapar sgt je, trus order kat hubby nasi goreng dgn air milo kotak; walaupun dh kol 10.30 mlm; wlaupun mata hubby ci mcm dh xleh bukak...hehehehe...kejam la, tp mmg lapar sgt, nk wat cmne kan.....

Leh lak sengih sengih makan nasik goreng pastu bantai 2 kotak milo pehtu online fb pehtu bru zzzzz tido.....tau2 je dh nak pg sbb ayit dh merengek nak susu...

Oh yes, this is my sweet feet now...nope, tak heals lagi pon...rasanya lg worst kut sbb dh mula membengkak kat area tapak, smpai xleh nak pijak....ci assume bukan swollen sbb pregnancy sbb nya sebelah kaki kanan relax aje...ci smpai tahap xleh berdiri dan berpijak...and yes, gatal dia Subhanallah...mencabar nak tahan tu....xnak garu sbb nanti parut lg hodoh....sib baik dh kawen okeyyyy, kalo tak potong bebeberapa ratus hantaran...hahahaha......

Ci tgh tahan lagi walaupun dh byk bnda tak larat nk buat...tak mcm zaman ayit dulu, ci byk sakit di ujung2 pregnancy ni.....cita2 tinggi nak masak, kemas, basuh baju...ci wat, tapi mmg tersadai la lepas tu....cik 'V' lak selalu ja sakit berdenyut2....pangkal peha, belakang, ari2...smua la yg sewaktu dgn nya.....smua dh smpai tahap2 sakit smpai terpejam2 mata...hehehehe...even nk bgn dan duduk pun dh jadi isu panas dan nyilu dah....hehehe....

Will checkup again at GMC this 29/9/2010......arap2 takde pape yang terjadi...kalo terjadi pun, ci doa yang terbaik aje..... ;p

Syawal......

Selamat hari Raya ci ucapkan kepada smua kawan bloggers...maaf zahir dan batin ye...yes, this is hari kelapan Syawal...yang pertama dan kedua dan seterusnya dh di sambut dgn penuh kesederhanaan...Alhamdulillah...

Kesederhanaan mcm mana? hehehe...well, for a start ci mmg beraya kat rumah kat sri gombak aje. mak ayah ci import dr Kedah...suka suka...tak la meraung pagi-pagi, smua mak mak abah ayah takde kan....bukan niat derhaka, takmau balik kampung mana-mana. tapi perut ci yang dh 36 minggu ni membuatkan ci semput w/pun hanya ke kedai Big depan taman tu...ish3.....yg paling best, mak bwk ketupat jagung dr cna....sgt lah mngidam cici nih... ;p

Yup...ci dah 9 bulan....bersamaan 36 minggu...bersamaan 1 syawal... ;p

Excited huh? hehehe....mmg excited walaupun kelengkapan baby agak kurang, agak lambat ci nk beli sbb brg abg dia dh byk....banyak dlm erti kata kena korek dlm stor pehtu kena basuh berbakul-bakul....*sigh*....ni la akibatnya kalo suka wat kerja last minit...time sarat mcm ni, time nesting instinct menebal dlm jiwa, time tu la cik'V' dah sakit, perut dh besar, bdn dah lembik... ;p

Apa pun, lepas ci berguling sakit (jiwa) perut dan miss 'V' mcm dh thinning, esoknya hubby ci wat ultimatum; by hook or by crook, nak kena siapkan at least beg sepital ci jugak (Jugak)...so, dgn mengusung mak ayah ci, kami ke Manjaku depan umah utk beli kelengkapan yg tak brapa nk lengkap (sbb pegi dh mlm, org dh tarik grill nk tutup kedai, apa sgt lah yg buleh dibeli pon)....nevertheless, berisi jugak la beg sepital ci, no?

Yup, selepas kali ke-3, jawapan dr doctor ialah 'burger', ci pun dgn berani berani seram, trus rembat smua bnda pink yang ci nmpak...smpaikan baju lobang-lobang pun nk kaler pink gak...ada je yg putih, yg kuning, hijau...tp sbb yg dulu dh beli smua kaler kecuali pink, kali ini apa la salahnya kan...*wink wink*

Mitten and booties ni yang 1st ci letak dalam bakul merah 'Manjaku'....sgt suka motif kerawang...harap cik Tiya pun suka jugak... ;p

Oh lupa nk updates...Rabu lepas, (15/9/2010), ci g checkup 36weeks kat GMC...berat ci dh 64kg, berat tiya dh 2.5kg...yup, she is still a she...ni masuk kali ke-4 la doc bgtau bnda yang sama...hehehe...alhamdulillah...apa2 pun janji smuanya selamat.....and yes, tiya dh byk turun...doc akan cuba me'normal'kan delivery ci kali ni.....hehehe....

Doakan ci ye semua.... ;)

Raya ketiga, family mertua ci dtg beraya umah ci...nmpak sgt drg sayang kat cici kan...ececeh...dh tau menantu takleh gerak byk, drg yang berususah berpayah utk bergerak dr seremban ke KL utk berraya bersama...sayangggg semua..... ;)

Mak ci sebelah kanan gmbar, mak mertua ci sebelah kiri...nmpak sgt ke'gigantic'an cici yang teserlah kan... mak and mak mertua ci mmg kecil kecil molek org nya...slim melim.....oh cici dan suami tak inherit gen mereka yang baik nih..... ;)

Potrait family, mcm biasa la lupa nak amik...kalo pun igt, org lain tak berminat nk abadikan potrait mereka....'tak payah la, merapu la, tgh comot la...', masing-masing kecuali cici ni tak suka amik gmbar... ;) so, solution utk jiwa lara sbb takde gambar, hamik la gmbr muka sendiri tersenyum sementara tgu family mertua dtg...hehehe... ;p

Oh ya...lupa nk cerita....malam raya kedua tu, lepas dpt perkhabaran yang mertua ci nk dtg esoknya, ci pun dgn semangat waja, nak buat biskut cornflakes caramel madu utk menjamu...mak ci pon suka sgt...sbb dua balang yang ci wat malam raya dh licin kami berdua makan...hahaha...

Sekali buat (bkn main lg, nk wat byk smpai double up the ingredients), tgh kacau caramel nk letak kat cornflakes yg hubby ci dh ramas2, prangggg tumpah atas kaki....effectnya, caramel melekat kat kulit mcm nk masak kulit kaki....terlompat mak buyung 9 bulan ni, berlari masuk toilet basuh kaki...susah nk kua kalo caramel dh keras menempel...trus mak bg ais ketul utk tuam...xleh gak, sbb dh panas mengelegak kaki....trus g kinik, doc masuk dlm bilik treatment, nk tempek cream sejuk.....hasilnya, pg esok trus mengelembung kaki dh mcm alien smpai xleh pakai selipar langsung ber kaki ayam g kedai mamak makan roti canai.... ;p

Nampak kotak cornflakes besar siap extra 50% tuh? haaaa...gambar ni amik sejam sebelum kejadian...hehehe...comel kan leh pakai kasut lagi..... ;) esoknya smpai ke hari ni, ci pakai selipar jepun je....smua kasut xleh pakai dh, sakitttt.... ;p

oh ya....petikan ayat dr suami ci 'takpe la ci kalo raya kita takleh balik mana-mana, abg tak kisah...janji ci dan anak-anak ada depan abg.......'

hehehe....Tuhan saja la yang tahu betapa ci cinta mereka-mereka ini...(ayit pagi2 raya dh cari upin ipin...)

Selamat hari raya semua....maaf zahir dan batin ye....dr cici, ery, ayit dan tiya.... ;p

'Cik Merah'

Pressie for myself....

she's so yummy.... ;p