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Tuesday, March 11, 2014

The Power of Forgiveness

At one point in my life, ci selalu dalam keadaan marah, kecewa, sakit hati, geram.

Ci rasa annoyed dgn beberapa org disebabkan beberapa unfortunate events yg berlaku.
Ci kena pijak, ci rasa marah dan menyampah dgn si pemijak.
Ci kena tipu.
Ci kena pulau. 
Ci dikecewakan.

Yup.
At one point, i felt terrible.
Terlalu banyak perkara yg berlaku dalam hati sampai rasa nak meletup.
Sampai ci sendiri rasa kesian kat diri sendiri.
Itu dah stage bahaya.
Cici kena keluar dr situasi tu.

So yes.
I quit.
I left meet-the-people-everyday kind of life.
Ci nekad nak mula hidup baru.
Nak cari diri cici yang dulu.

And most importantly.
I learn to forgive.
Not only the people.
But also myself.

Tapi.......
Start ci duduk rumah, tak jumpa sesiapa yg akan buat ci rasa miserable (di alam nyata or maya), ci jadi pelik.
Aik, nak sakit hati kata siapa arini?
Nak marah siapa arini?
Nak kecewa dgn siapa?
Takde sesiapa yg buat ci marah kecewa sedih berduka pun.

Thats a wake up call for me.
I called it a huge success.
Even after all those ugly things yg org bgtau psl ci jd suri rumah (no income and all), i'm doing myself a favor sebenarnya.
Hati ci terjaga, Alhamdulillah.

So yes,
Pejam mata. Bayangkan apa sahaja org buat kat kita.
Sedih menyampah meluat atau apa sahaja.
Bayang muka dia.
Dan kata 'saya maafkan awak kerana Allah....'

Lega.
Lepas.
Bebas.

You're free.
Thank you Allah.
Sorry syaitan, you lose.

Subhanallah. Alhamdulillah. Allahuakbar.

With love,
Cici.

posted from Bloggeroid

4 comments:

Ibuani said...

Indahnya hati... ����

Cerita Cici said...

Kena jaga hati sendiri kan kak. Kalau tak, smpai bila pun susah nak maafkan. :)

Sidratul Muntaha said...

maafkan saja ci..
ben in your shoes twice..
the best way is, leave the place or quit.
that's all

Cerita Cici said...

Yes indeed.... :)