Huge applause to my big brave baby… *clap clap*
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
33 Weeks and baby already engaged…..
Huge applause to my big brave baby… *clap clap*
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Genuine Reaction
Thursday, November 15, 2012
29 weeks to 31 weeks in a blink!
Friday, September 28, 2012
Love letter from Ibu....to abglong & kakak...
Thursday, September 6, 2012
20 weeks and half way done…. ;)
Time flies kan…one entry wrote that I’m expecting, another entry dh 20 weeks dah…hehehe…ci pun dh tak sedar bila masa melangkau sebegini cepat…the 1st one, rasa mcm anticipated sgt…lambatnya masa jalan…one week to another tu mcm kura2…dr one trimester ke another mcm berzaman….tak sabar nak perut besar…
Mengandungkan Tiya, masa mcm sedikit cepat…dgn travel Kl-Seremban time tu…dgn ayit yg bru 1 tahun…nak layankan lasak dia, tumbesaran dia…proses pindah ke KL balik…tup2 dh nak bersalin….
And as expected, no 3 ni…zappp masa tinggalkan ci…I woke up with huge tummy…hehehe…but yes, secepat mana pun masa, ci still keep up dgn baby’s growth…aware dgn keadaan dia…dan sgt cautious about preparation utk menerima ahli keluarga baru utk ketiga kalinya…cautious tu tak bermakna dh siapkan smua…hehehe…ci tak siapkan apa2 pun lagi…haihhh…
Semalam, ci checkup kat Gombak Medical Centre…yup, tempat yg sama ci bersalinkan Tiya…jumpa doc yg sama juga, Dr. Fidak…I love her…she’s really calm…
So memula dia scan pregnancy history ci…
Doc: Ni anak ketiga la ye…rapat2 jugak ye….mmg awak tak plan ke?
Ci geleng2 sambil senyum penuh sopan…hehehe….
Doc: So, awak mmg plan utk get pregnant tahun ni la ye?
Ci angguk2 penuh kesopanan jugak….hehe…not really to get pregnant this year…tp nak baby on 2013. But Allah knows best… J
Lepas chitchat psl condition luaran, jeng3, tiba masa yg ibu semua nantikan…SCAN!!!
Memula ci nampak kepala baby adik…boleh tahan jugak lasak…keliut2…ibu je yg tak rasa lg…sebab bru masuk 20 weeks kan…sekali-sekala je rasa tendang…
Baby adik toleh kiri-kanan, mengeliat, mcm angkat doa pastu terus hisap jari…kkdg nmpak dia waving…Subhanallah…bertakung mata ci setiap kali tgk skrin doc…Doc Fidak lak mmg tak kedekut time, dia akan terangkan satu2 bahagian badan….and the most surprising bahagian, yes of coz, bahagian gender….
Soooo…..am I carrying a girl or a boy….is it going to be another Nur or Muhammad H… J
Ci ada firasat sendiri…but yes, pregnancy kali ni, smuaorg tak surprise sgt…sbb smuaorg dh leh agak….sbb ci tetiba jd terlampau rajinnn masak (hari2 masak…xpenah tapau)….sgt rajin masuk dapur….masak kek, kuih…name it...sama symptom mcm Tiya….hehehehe….
Sooo.....
So far, doc's prediction is a GIRL…. ;)
Another power girl in the house…..Insyaallah….. J
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
One...Two...Three... ;)
I can still remember the moment I got my pregnancy test ‘positive’ for the very first time…6/6/2008…tu pun after berbatang2 pregnancy test ci dh wat kat umah…badan makin tak larat, muntah…tp still negative…newlywed lagi time tu, baru sebulan lebih akad nikah, ci dh mengandungkan muhammad harith….ci dpt tau waktu ci buat upt kat laboratory uia…ci still igt muka staff yg bg ci result…still igt wajah kaklina yg nangis waktu dapat tau ci pregnen…ci igt suara hubby ci, mak n mak mertua ci waktu ci bgtau tru phone……Sweet…….. ;)
For my 2nd pregnancy….ci dapat tahu tru home pregnancy test…ci beli dua batang sekali (time promo)…hehehe….test yang first, mmg clearly negative…badan tak rasa apa2, so ci pun tak la mengharap utk pregnant…tppppp…pelik mana pulak pegi ci punya period…huhuhu….so after few days, on 14/2/2010, ci wat upt kat umah mak ci, kat kedah (tgh bercutiii)…and the line was 2….punya la melompat suami isteri nih…heh, mmg kut kami jenis suka anak ramai…time ni, ayit bru masuk setahun..Few hours later, pergi checkup and doc confirmkan ci pregnant 5 weeks…. ;)
After 1 year and 7 months pregnant-free…the same question return, Am I pregnant??? Huhuhuhu….
1 year n 6 months, ci tak period….ci pegi mengurut dgn makcik yg sama mngurut ci utk ayit n tiya…makcik ani pesan ‘lepas ni, jaga jaga ye cici’…ci senyum je la….mmg tak plan utk pregnen any time soon pun…a month after, bru ci period…paranoid, annoyed by period, ci bersyukur takla sakit sgt, walaupun dh bertahun tak datang…
A month after period….it was supposed to be the day, but it never come….
A week….
After a week….
After the following week….
Yes….the question keep coming back….Am I pregnant? ;p
Then, comes the sickness….meloya…cravings….muntah…letih….mengantuk….normal symptoms….lg la buat ci rasa pelik…the most pelik was, kenapa perut ci jd sgtttt bloating…almost buncit… haih….
One thing about cici, selalu rasa ‘pregnancy’ symptom above everything…cthnya, kalo dh muntah, bukan nak fikir salah makan…ci akan fikir ‘ci pegnen kah?’ hahahaha…sooo typical of me… ;p
So, dgn rasa bertanggungjawab, naluri penuh keibuan, ci pun beli pregnancy test…the one yg kita kena drop atas batang…the result was, yes…a double line…tppp line dia sgttttttt SAMAR …I was sooo sure, but the stick say almost a No answer….hmmm….few hours lepas tu, ci pegi kinik, nak sahkan that stick….so, doctor kata, kita buat lg sekali test…..
It was negative…..
Deeeepppp down dlm hati, rasa mcm ‘ehhh, if I’m not pregnant, what’s wrong with me???’…haaaa, dh mula la saspek yg bukan2….cyst la, ovary infection la….haihhh…
Few days after that…on 14th May 2012….ci decided to test using digital pregnancy test…the one yg tulis pregnant or not pregnant tu…
Here’s the result…….
Never thought in a millon years, ci diberi anugerah utk mengandung lagi sekali…utk kali ketiga dalam hidup ci…..super happy….
Tapi…..
Notice number 1-2 kat stick tu? Itu bgtau yg date conception 1-2 weeks…so kalo kiraan doctor, bru 3-4 minggu baby ci…awalllll sgttt lg….
Ci pun bawak stick ni tunjuk kat doctor ptg yg sama (sbb screen dia maintained tulisan tu 24 hours aje)…Doc kata ‘hmmmm…kita scan la…kalo tak nmpak pape, kita buat test lg skali’
Dup dap dup dap Allah sj yang tahu….
Waktu scan, kantung baby dh ada…tp baby xnmpak pape….ada mcm bnda kecik, tp doc takleh nak pastikan…..so, doctor mintak ci wat test urine lg skali….
The result was double line….still samar, tapi agak clear dr yg memula….
Soklan yg ci tnya doctor ‘Am I still pregnant doc?’ Her answer ‘50/50’ *sigh*
Hmm….ci start makan folic asid n b complex….jaga makan…jaga kesihatan…and live like usual….tanak terlalu mengharap, yet, tanak terlalu free sgt… ;)
Jika ada rezeki ci, dah tertulis….ci tawakal dan redha….
If rezeki ci utk anak ke -3….Alhamdulillah……Tiya, u’re a big sister la….. ;)
Sunday, May 13, 2012
The Toughest Job... ;-)
Seronok tgk fb updates seharian nih...kwn2 dpt bunga, dpt hadiah, dpt kad, surprise this n that...terharu yet tumpang happy...i heard yg hari ibu ni xleh celeb sbb meraikan hari kristian (forgot the details)...but hey, we just need a day to celeb the greatness of the toughest job in the world- to b a Mother.... ;-)
Reminding me of my own self...ibu kpd dua org baby yg masih sgt sgt clingy dgn ci siang n mlm...it wasnt an easy job actually...so nk bg credit ckit kt diri sndiri...sbb membesarkan anak2 jauhhhhh dr any support system (families)... ;-)
I gave up rest time...tido yg nyenyak dh jd mcm mustahil...no more outing ke tempat2 yg menyeronokkan tp bkn baby frenly...gave up heels, fancy outfit (skrg pkai baju yg senang nk nyusu ajee)...selalunya akan mkn apa yg anak2 mkn...n no rest after long hours of works....the list is longer but just nk bgtau the situation... :-P
Walau apa punnnn kesusahan yg srg ibu harus lalui...ini yg ci impikan sejak kecik...i want to be a mother....walaupun dlm hari2 teenagers ci yg penuh dgn ketidakpastian, satu shj yg ci pasti, ci nak jd srg ibu....ci even belum boleh bayang siapa suami ci time tu, tp ci dh bayangkan diri ci dukung bayi, main dgn anak2...huhuhu....partly maybe sbb ci anak bongsu, so ci xdak privilege utk jaga adik, sbb tu tingin sangat nak anak sendiri...i just love to b a mother...i need to b one.... ;-)
Here i am today... A strungling mother of two...ibu yg sentiasa paranoid bila apa2 jd kat anak2...yg cepat marah yet cepat pujuk balik...yg akan sentiasa jd tempat utk dipeluk bila majuk...wajah yg terakhir yg anak2 tgk bila nak tido, wajah yg pertama drg tgk bila bangun.... :-)
Ci mula menghargai jasa mak lebihhh bila ci sndiri dah jd mak....dr saat mengandung smpai lah melahirkan....membesar dan mendidik...was not an easy job indeed....
Ci doa, dgn rahmat dan nikmat yg Allah kurniakan kpd ci...dgn amanah yg Allah beri...ci doa utk jadi ibu yg terbaik kpd anak2...supaya bila mereka besar, mereka akan igt dan faham dan kenal siapa ibu di mata mereka.... ;-)